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Saturday, December 3, 2011

Song Title: Even When

We're falling apart, saying stuff we didn't mean,
doing things we wouldn't do.
Your hearts wrapped around her, and I feel so alone,
every night.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do,
and everything I'm supposed to feel I can't.
I can't be mad at you, even when...

You say you'll be back soon, and you're not.
Even when you leave me for her.
Even when you're never home. And
even when what you said we'd be,
isn't even close.
And even when this heart of mine, is always broke.

I never learn to accept what we are.
I know we're not going anywhere, we've come to a stop.
Every road we go down, we find,
we're getting even farther behind.
But, I can't be mad at you, even when...

You say you'll be back soon, and you're not.
Even when you leave me for her.
Even when you're never home. And
even when what you said we'd be,
isn't even close.
And even when this heart of mine, is always broke.

Forget the words, forget the fights, forget all the lonely nights.
Forget the way we used to be.
And you'll still find...

That you say you'll be back soon, and you're not.
That you leave me for her.
And we're not even close to what you said we'd be.
No, I'm not mad... I can't be mad.
All I am... All we are... Is over.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Song Title: When You Said You Loved Me.

I guess I knew this day would come.
But, I was never really expecting it so soon.
I could see the way you looked at her.
And I remembered the way you used to look at me.
I guess times have changed,
but it's still hard to believe...

That those times you said you loved me, aren't coming back.
And that those days we had, are over now.
That those dreams we had planned, are over with.
But, I can't get over all the times you told me,
that without me... you just wouldn't be able to breathe.
I guess that's just another thing you didn't mean,
Like when you said you loved me.

It's time, to pack up my pride.
Take what's left of my heart, and shove it all inside.
Time to realize there's no more, late nights,
no more silly fights, no more admitting who was right.
Time to move on, like you've done with her.
It's still hard to believe,
that she isn't me.

And that those times you swore you loved me, aren't coming back.
And those days we spent, are over now.
That those dreams we planned, aren't coming true.
And I still can't get over all the times you said to me,
how badly you needed me.
I guess that's just another thing you didn't mean.
Like when you said you loved me.

Crying, I know it doesn't cure anything.
But, I'm getting stronger, that I do believe.
I don't have any regrets,
I know it's over with.
All I want to say,
is that at the end of each day...

The times you swore you loved me, won't come back.
Those happy days we spent, are over now.
That those dreams we dreamt, aren't coming true.
And that everything you do, you do for her and you.
I've gotten over all the times you said to me that without me you wouldn't be able to breathe.
I know it's just another one of those things you didn't mean.
Like when you said...
Like when you swore...
But, you didn't mean it...
When you said you loved me.


Monday, November 14, 2011

Song Title: You're Over It

What ever happened to those sweet things, you always used to say?
What ever happened to the way you'd smile at me?
What has made this all change?
Did I somehow upset you,
did I somehow change your mind?
Did I do something to make you not need me?

Because you're over it,
you're over everything.
You don't love me like you used to.
You've grown out of every stage, now everything is just blank.
Somehow we've erased, all of our good days.
Because you're over it,
you're over me.

And it's not something we can really fix.
Once it's broken, we can't put it back together again.
It's been like this for a very long time.
I've just liked the thought of you by my side.
But, it's just not enough anymore.

Because you're over it.
You're over everything.
You don't love me like you used to.
You've grown out of every stage, now every thing's just blank.
Somehow we've erased all of our good days.
Because you're over it.
You're over me.

Maybe it was the wondering,
maybe it was the fighting.
Maybe it was all of our feelings built up inside.
Or maybe we just were never right.

Because you're so over it.
You're over everything.
You don't love me like you used to.
You've grown out of every stage, and now gone is all of our good days.
Because you're over it.
You're so over it.
You've been over me.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Song Title: Lost Myself

Stuck in love, and I don't know why.
And reality seems to become a lie.
No matter how hard we try,
we can never get it right.
And we've said "I'm sorry" way too many times.
You say this is love,
but that we don't know what to do.
And I'm so tired of forcing what isn't right.

Along the way, I lost myself.
Gone is my smile, and my laugh.
The pain has taken over me.
Baby, if this is love, I know it's not for me.
How can we fix what we've broken?
How can we say the words that haven't been spoken?

Tired of trying to please you.
Nothings right, no matter what I do.
We're not sure if this is love,
and we're not sure what to do.
And we're so tired of forcing what isn't right.

Along the way, Ive lost myself.
Gone is my smile and my laugh.
The pain has got a hold of me.
Baby, if this is love, then I know it's not for me.
How do we fix what's been broken?
How can we say the words we haven't spoken?

We haven't been right for a long time.
Normally, I'd see the signs.
But I was too blind, should've opened my eyes.
Maybe if I'd found, what I needed to find,
things wouldn't be like this know.

Because along the way, I lost myself.
Gone is my smile and my laugh.
The pain got a hold of me.
Baby, if that was love, then I know it's not for me.
We couldn't fix what we'd broken.
We couldn't say the words we hadn't spoken.

We haven't been right for a long time.
Normally, I would see the signs.


Saturday, October 22, 2011

Song Title: All I Wanted

I don't know where we're going.
I don't know how to fix what we've broken.
You never want to talk when I say we need to.
You never want to accept we need work.
Now there's too much pain that we can't undo.
All I wanted was to be apart of you.

So now, I take all our pictures down.
Try to forget what it's like when you're around.
Pack up what I'm feeling,
because I haven't found what I've been needing.
Put a smile on my face and wipe the tears away.
If you really loved me like you said you did,
things wouldn't be over with.

I was lying to myself.
I knew you'd never change your ways.
You never listened to me,
you never cared how I was feeling.
Now I'm left to worry about the healing.
When all I wanted was to be apart of you.

So now, I take all our pictures down.
And try to forget what it was like when you were around.
Pack up what I'm feeling,
because I haven't found what I've been needing.
Put a smile on my face and wipe the tears away.
If you really loved me like you said you did,
then things wouldn't be over with.

You never took the time to ask me what was on my mind.
You never took the time to try and make things right.
You never even cared, did you?
So this is how, I'm living now...

Taking all of our pictures down.
Forgetting what it was like with you around.
Packing up what I'm feeling,
knowing I didn't find what I was needing.
Wearing a smile on face, wiping all of the tears away.
Because if you ever loved me like you swore you did,
then now things wouldn't be over with.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Song Title: Not Worth It

Lies, you keep throwing my way.
You leave again, and you leave me all alone.
I hate knowing that you run to some other girl.
I hate knowing that some one's good to you, when you've been awful to me.
I hate that you think, that I don't know.
So you tell lies, and try to hide.
But, I do know that...

It's not worth wasting my time.
It's not worth all the tears.
It's not worth the pain.
And it's not worth the wondering.
What we had's not worth this at all.
And I won't sit through it all.

I'm so much better than that.
I don't deserve this broken heart.
I deserve someone that's good to me,
someone whose not what you are.

You're not worth wasting my time.
You're not worth all the tears.
You're not worth the pain, or the wondering.
Whatever we had's not worth this at all.
And I won't sit through it all.

You'd never talk to me,
never tell me what you were feeling.
You never acted like you cared.
You made me feel like I was doing something wrong.
But, I wasn't wrong at all.

You're not worth wasting my time, anymore.
You're not worth all the tears.
You're not worth the pain, or the wondering.
Whatever we had's not worth this at all.
And I won't sit through it all.

Lies, you kept throwing my way.
I left this time with no more to say.

Song Title: Please Change

If nothing else, I can say...
That I've stayed by your side.
And I know that leaving now, isn't gonna' hurt you.
But I don't know what else to do.
I don't know where to go.
All I know is, I'm so tired of feeling so alone.

I've asked you to change, but you won't.
This girl has you, and I don't.
I keep trying to make you see, that
you're still in love with me.
But, this guy I'm looking at just doesn't believe.
There's nothing else I can do for you.
Please, change.

Maybe by leaving,
I'm doing you a favor.
Maybe you'll finally realize,
what would change you for the better.
I don't know where to go.
All I know, is that I'm tired of feeling so alone.

I've asked you to change, but you won't.
This girl has you, and I don't.
I keep trying to make you see, that
you're still in love with me.
But this guy, I'm looking at just doesn't believe.
There's nothing else I can do for you.
Please change.

Before there were no secrets, no lies,
you never had anything to hide.
Now I feel like, you'd rather just toss me aside.
As if I'm not good enough, anymore.
And time after time...

I've asked you to change, but you won't.
This girl has you, and I don't know why I don't.
I keep trying to make you see,
that you're still in love with me.
But I don't even know this boy in front of me,
and I can't force you to believe.
I keep asking you to change, but you just won't.
This girl has you, and I don't know why I don't.

Please... change.