Song Title: As If

Somedays I wonder, if what we have is worth all this pain.
There are days when you nearly break my heart in two.
There are days when I can't stand to see you.
There are days when everything you do just hurts.
But, there are days when everything feels just perfect, too.

So it's as if all the hurt, just doesn't matter anymore.
It's as if everything's okay.
It's as if all the tears, suddenly dry.
It's as if all we went through just the night before, is fine.
It's as if I can face anything as long as you're the one at my side.

Somedays I think I'm gonna' loose it.
Somedays, I swear I've had enough.
There are days, when I'm ready to give it all up.
There are days, when everything seems too tough.
But, there are days when everything feels just perfect, too.

So it's as if all the hurt, just doesn't matter anymore.
It's as if everything's okay.
It's as if all the tears, suddenly dry.
It's as if all we went through just the night before, is fine.
It's as if I can face anything as long as you're the one at my side.

When you make me cry,
when you're not there to dry the tears from my eyes,
when you yell and scream,
and say that you're too good for me,
I know you don't mean it.
How could you mean it?

It's as if everything's okay.
It's as if all the tears, suddenly dry.
It's as if all we went through that night, is fine.
It's as if I can face anything as long as you're the one at my side.
I know that everything's gonna' be alright,
and baby, I'm enjoying the ride, with you by myside.

Song Title: Your Angel

You call me your angel & you say that I'm your whole life.
You've always been a big part of mine too.
I'm so tired of crying, the tears just never seem to dry.
I'm tired of thinking of what it's like on the other side.

But you can't leave me now, please.
You can't go, please don't go.
You can't let go, if I'm still hanging on.
Please don't give up.
I need you here with me, & I don't want you to leave.
I just need you to know, I need you here with me.

Your always the one I run to first.
The one I trust with everything & more.
Your the one who lights up my life & makes everyday worth living.
If your gone, what do I have?

You can't leave me now, please.
You can't go, please... please don't go.
You can't let go, if I'm still hanging on.
Please don't give up.
I need you here with me, & I don't want you to leave.
I just need you to know, I need you here with me.

With every last breath I breathe,
you better believe...
That I'll stay your angel.
I'll always be your angel, I swear.

Just please...
You can't go, please... please don't go.
You can't let go, if I'm still hanging on.
Please don't give up on me.
I need you here with me, & I don't want you to leave.
I just need you to know, I need you here with me.

If you can't hold on anymore, at least I'll know...
That there's an angel, up there... watching over me.

Song Title: I Won't Keep Waiting For Forever.

I won't keep waiting for forever.
I deserve to be happy too.
My dreams shouldn't be put on hold, because you can't handle yours.
There's a girl inside of me,
who just wants to be let free.
Don't you think that I deserve to show the real me?

You can't hold me back anymore.
I'm taking the first step,
down the right road.
I'm not afraid anymore & I won't let you
decide who I'm gonna' be.
You can't hold me back anymore.

I can't keep waiting for forever.
I deserve to be as happy as you.
You push and pull until everything is going your way.
And I can't live like that anymore.
There's a girl inside of me,
that needs to be let free.

You won't hold me back anymore.
I'm taking the first step,
down the right road.
I'm not afraid anymore & I won't let you
decide who I'm gonna' be.
You can't hold me back anymore.

I keep hoping that your going to change,
maybe you'll turn back into that sweet boy I first met.
I keep thinking that you'll be alright.
But you've kept me waiting for far too long.
I won't keep waiting for forever.

& I can't let you hold me back anymore.
I'm taking the first step right now,
down the right road.
I'm not afraid anymore & I'm not going to let you,
decide who I'm gonna' be.
You can't hold me back anymore.
I'm not afraid...
I'm no longer afraid. To be me.

Song Title: Almost Everything

How can you not get tired of living like this?
How can you keep fighting it, when you know what's best?
How can you say you love me, when we both know it's not true.
I don't want to keep fighting with you.

I want to be me again.
I want to happy.
I want to stop fighting for once.
I want to be free.
I want to believe in something better than what I've seen.
I want to be alright.
I want to be just fine.
I want almost everything, except for you.

I didn't ever open my eyes,
until something you said opened them for me.
You used to say I was dumb, you used to say
that I would never be the right one.
You used to say you didn't need me.
I got tired of hearing it. And now I know...

I want to be me again.
I want to be happy.
I want to stop fighting for once.
I want to be free.
I want to believe in soemthing better than what I've seen.
I want to be alright.
I want to be just fine.
I want almost everything, except for you.

Call me selfish, call me vain.
But I'm the only one looking to start again.
Call me foolish, call me reckless.
But I'm not, I just want something for myself.
Starting with...

Me being me again.
I want to be happy.
I want to stop fighting for once.
I wanna' be free.
& I defentily want to believe n soemthing better than what I've seen.
I want to be alright.
I want to actually be just fine.
I want almost everything, except...
the only person whose been awful to me.
I want almost everything... except for you.

Song Title: I Just Won't Leave You.

Lately all we've been doing is fighting.
Makes me wonder if things will ever be the same.
We both say we're gonna' to leave.
But at the end of everyday,
we're always in the same place.
I don't want this to be how we live our lives.

But... I love you too much to walk away.
I love you too much to leave.
I love you too much to let it all be over &
I love you too much to give up.
Through all of the pain...
I love you & no matter what you do...
I just won't leave you.

Lately more girls seem to catch your eye.
Lately you've tried to hide,
how you really feel inside.
But I know you, & I know that
whatever we're going through
we'll get out of.

Because I love you too much to walk away.
I love you too much to leave.
I love you to much to let it all be over &
I love you too much to give up.
Through all of the pain,
I love you & no matter what you do...
I just won't leave you.

Through all the tears, and all of the fights.
Through all of the lies & all of the nights I sat up waiting.
Through everything, you somehow come back.
Something draws you back & you say its because...

You love me too much to walk away.
You love me way too much to leave.
You love me too much to let it all over &
you love me too much to ever give up.
And that your sorry for all of the pain.
And that no matter what I do...
you just won't leave me.

Lately all we've been doing is everything but fighting...

Song Title: Until That Night

Love, one word that can drive you crazy, or keep you sane.
One word that everyone revolves around.
One word that your lucky, if you've found the real meaning.
One, tiny, simple, little word,
that can change your whole life.
Well...

I found out what it meant, when I looked into your eyes.
I never believed in love at first sight, until...last night.
With you starring into my eyes, goodbyes felt so far away.
I know it sounds crazy, but I never knew just what love meant...
Until last night.

Alone, was what my life was centered around,
until you came and made me feel so alive.
I've tried to ask you, why me?

But you just smile, & say that love knows no boundaries.
I keep getting swept up off my feet.

I found out what love means, when I looked into your eyes.
I never believed in love at first sight, until... that night.
With you starring at me, goodbyes felt so far away.
I know it sounds crazy, but I never knew just what love meant...
Until that night.

I used to be a girl, with no plans of reconizing hope,
I used to believe that everyone had someone, special except for me.
I think that finally, I found someone,
to hold me close, to never let me go.

I found out what love meant, when I looked into your eyes.
I never believed in love at first sight, until that night.
With you holding me in your arms, I knew goodbye was far away.
Its almost as if forever, was binding us together.
I know it sounds crazy, but I never knew just what love meant...
Until that night.

I never knew what love meant until... I met you.

Song Title: Some Dreams.

We keep trying to make this work,
we keep hoping for some kind of miracle.
All the times I say I'll leave,
I don't.
And I don't know what you want me to do.

But all I dream of is being with you.
All I dream of is this lasting with you.
All I dream of is never letting this go.
All I dream of is always having you so close, to hold.
All I dream of is loving you,
but once I drive away I can't.
Now I guess we know,
some dreams just aren't meant to be dreamt.

Why do we do this
to ourselves?
Why do we keep
dragging it on?
We know what's coming,
so lets just let it come.
We know what's happening here.

Even though all I dream of is you
& All I dream of is this lasting with you.
All I dream of is never letting this go.
All I dream of is always having you so close, to hold.
All I dream of is loving you,
but once I drive away I won't.
Now I guess I know,
some dreams just aren't meant to be dreamt.

I've got my suitcase, and my broken heart packed.
I've got as long as I need to drive away from here.
But I doubt if I'll even make it to the end of this road.
Because I know that leaving you means...

That I won't have any chance of this lasting with you.
& I'll have to let all of this go.
All my dreams about us won't come true.
And I want them too.
So... Now I know, that some dreams are meant to be dreamt.

& We're making them all come true. Because I love you.

Song Title: Shouldn't Be This Hard.

Shouldn't be this hard, to say goodbye.
It's always been in the corner of my mind.
I know we fight, & I know we both lied.
I know that I probably shouldn't still be the one at your side.
I know that this just isn't right.

But, it's too hard to say goodbye.
To someone, I pictured having in the rest of my life.
It's too hard to say goodbye, to someone
who knows me, better than anyone else.
It's too hard to say goodbye, to someone
who I need in my life. It's too hard to
say goodbye, once you've fallen in love.

The dreams, we had... We threw away.
Every smile we smiled together, your now saying is fake.
Every kiss, and every hug... wasn't just a lie.
You knew you loved, having me by your side.
This just isn't right.

But, it's too hard to say goodbye.
To someone, who I've always had in my life.
Its too hard to say goodbye, to someone
I love more than anything.
It's too hard to say goodbye, and to pretend
that I'm doing alright.

I can't say goodbye,  I can't sit here, and not cry.
I can't pretend that everything we had was a lie.
I can't fake my feelings for you, what do you expect me to do?

Because I can't say goodbye to someone,
who means more to me than life.
I can't say goodbye to someone,
that's always owned by heart.
I can't say goodbye to you, because
I'm in love with you.
What a stupid thing to do, I just couldn't...
say goodbye, to you.

Song Title: I Wasn't There.

When the weight of the world is on your shoulders,
and you feel like you cant breathe,
when your all alone and feeling helpless
I'll be here to guide you on your way.
I'll take some weight off of your shoulder.
I havent a friend in the past, but all that matters baby
is that I'm here now...

I wasnt there when she broke your heart.

I wasnt there to dry the tears she made you cry.
I wasnt there when you needed me the most,
But, I'm being honest with you now, though.

I loved you while you loved her.
& I couldnt help myself...
So I couldnt help you.

When you fall in love again, I pray that its with me.
But I know that dream, is way too far out of reach.
You used to tell me I could do anything,

but now I feel so weak.

I've been able to hold on,
been able to keep a straight face, but
Im tired of lying to myself.

I know I wasnt there when she broke your heart, I wasnt there
to dry the tears she made you cry.
I wasnt there when you needed me the most,
Im being honest with you now, though..
I loved you while you loved her.
& I couldnt help myself...
So I couldnt help you.

You came to my door today, we sat down on my porch swing.
I've never felt like this before your the only one
who can make me smile when all I wanna' do is cry.

You pull my hair out of my eyes, and whisper in my ear...

I wasnt there when I broke your heart,

I wasnt there to dry the tears I made you cry.
I wasnt there when you needed me the most.
But baby, Im being honest with you now though.

I love you, I really do.
& I couldnt get it through my head,
But I know now...
I'll forever be here.