Song Title: Somedays

Sometimes I feel like the rain will never stop falling down.
Sometimes I feel like nothing works out right.
& somedays I don't feel like getting up, but I do.
& somedays my heart would just let you break it in two.
& somedays I just don't know what to do, without you.

I know you're gone, but I keep hoping you'll come back.
Maybe you'll feel what I'm feeling too.
I know you said that you didn't care.
But maybe you'll realize you actually do.
Maybe you'll remember how much I love you.

Sometimes I feel like the rain will never stop pouring down.
Sometimes I feel like nothing works out.
& somedays I think back to the memories of you.
& somedays I remember how you broke my heart in two.
& somedays I just don't know what I'm going to do, without you.

& I know you're gone, but I keep hoping you'll come back.
Maybe you'll feel what I'm feeling too.
I know you said that you didn't care.
But maybe you'll realize you actually do.
& maybe you'll remember how much I love you.

I know that nothing really lasts forever
& maybe this is just one of those things.
& for the longest time, I swore
everything thing would be alright, but it's not.

& I know that you're gone, but I keep hoping you'll come back.
Maybe you'll feel what I'm feeling too.
I know you said that you didn't care.
But I keep praying that you'll realize you actually do.
& maybe you'll remember how much I love you.
You have to. Because I still do.

Somedays my heart would just let you break it into two.
& somedays I just don't know what to do... without you.

Song Title: We Find

I'm opening up, for the very first time.
Now that all of my tears have dried, and now that I feel like I no longer have to hide.
I've learned that sometimes in life, love isn't always on our side.
And when we ask God why, we don't always get an answer right away.
But, soon enough we do & we find...

Life's not always fair, but we always end up okay.
Life's not always how we want it to be, but who ever said it would be?
When we open up our eyes, after giving it some time, we find... that we'll be alright.

Whether we fall, or cry, or make the biggest mistake of our life...
Whether we loose hope, or give up...
We have to keep a smile and move on, because everything won't always be perfectly okay.

Life's not always fair, but we always end up okay.
Life's not always how we want it to be, but who ever said it would be?
When we open up our eyes, after giving it some time, we find... that we'll be alright.

Sometimes we fall down, but we always get back up.
Sometimes we get our hearts broken, but they can always be fixed.
Sometimes we decide that the whole world's against us, only to find...
That there are so many people who are on our side.

& life's not always fair, but we always end up okay.
Life's not always how we want it to be, but no one ever said it will be.
& when we open up our eyes, after giving it some time, we find... that we'll be alright!

I'm opening up for the very first time.

Song Title: I Don't Leave.

Why do I do this, to myself?
Why can't I just let it all go?
Everytime we fight, I always say I'll leave.
But, I never do & I just keep being used.
You don't love me, but I love you.
So I let you do this to me, because the truth is...

That I don't know what life would be like without you.
I wouldn't know what I'd do, or who I'd run to.
I know there's someone better out there for me,
but I can't see me looking for him.
My mind tells myself, that I've got all I need.
& no matter how much you break my heart,
I don't leave.

Of course, at first,everything felt perfect.
There was no fighting, no yelling, no screaming.
I know is that quickly fell apart.
& I know, is it's too broken to glue back.
I keep telling myself, I can do much better,
but I just can't bring myself to leave.
Something gets a hold of me, I guess it's...

That I don't know what life would be like without you.
I wouldn't know what I'd do, or who I'd run to.
I know there's someone better out there for me,
but I can't see me looking for him.
My mind tells myself, that I've got all I need.
& no matter how much you break my heart,
I don't leave.

Now, I know what I've got to do.
You don't love me, so why should I love you?
You don't care anymore & it's only breaking my heart to stay.
I know what I'm doing...
Today.

I'm gonna' find out, what my life's like without you.
I don't know where I'm going, but it's gonna be, far away from here.
I know there's someone better for me out there,
& I'm gonna' start looking for him.
My mind told me, it was time to leave.
& I couldn't take it anymore.
So, I packed my bags & walked out of your door.

Why did I do this to myself?

Song Title: I Don't Ask

Everything's changing now,
everyday we just grow more and more apart.
I don't know what happened to those dreams
we used to dream, but we lost them.
All we have now are these memories,
of how we used to be.
Everything's different now.

You don't smile, like you used to.
You don't stare into my eyes, like you used to.
I used to know you loved me,
It was so obvious before, now I can't even see it when I try.
Everything's changing more each night.
And all we're doing is pretending everything's alright.

Questions, I have but I don't ask.
There are voices inside my head,
telling me to give up, but I don't budge.
All we have left are these scars,
and a little hope that somehow
we'll pull out of this.

You don't smile, like you used to.
You don't stare into my eyes, like you used to.
I used to know you loved me,
It was so obvious before, now I can't even see it when I try.
Everything's changing a little more each night.
And all we're doing is pretending that we're alright.

I have this image of what we should be,
but we're not even close.
And every day, it seems we choose the roads that lead us further away.
We just don't have what it takes.

And you don't smile, like you used to.
And it hurts me inside.
You don't stare into my eyes, like you used to.
I used to know you loved me,
It was so obvious before, now I can't even see it everytime I try.
Everything's changing a lot more each night.
And the only thing we're doing is pretending that we're alright.
That's all we know how to do.

Questions, I have but... I don't ask.

Song Title: Make Things Right

All we do is question ourselves.
Every word we seem to speak,
comes out slightly misread.
Every promise we say we'll keep,
we don't.
All we do is sit around and wait for it to get better,
but it won't.

We can't keep thinking that we'll be alright,
if we don't put some work into this.
We can't keep sitting in silence,
let's talk this over.
We can't keep pretending that things will work out in the end,
because they won't. If we don't try. To make things right.

More guys seem to come along. But I hold my breath and
walk away, I know I've got you.
There have been opportunites for a new start,
for me to be happy somewhere else, but I don't accept.
I've thrown away dreams to be where I am now,
and we do is fight through every night.

We can't keep thinking that we'll be alright,
if we don't put some work into this.
We can't keep sitting in silence,
let's talk this over.
We can't keep pretending that things will work out in the end,
because they won't. If we don't try. To make things right.

Neither of us are bad people,
we just make bad decisions.
What we do leads us down the wrong roads.
But who we are in our hearts, leads us back to falling in love.

We can't keep thinking that we'll be alright,
if we don't put some work into this.
We can't keep sitting in silence,
let's talk this over.
We can't keep pretending that things will work out in the end,
because they won't. If we don't try. To make things right.

All we do is question ourselves.
Every word we seem to speak,
comes out slightly misread.

Song Title: I Can't Do This On My Own.

They told me to search my heart and see what I find.
They said to give it some time.
They told me that nothing gets better over night.
They said that I need to breathe, that it'll be alright.

How can I keep going on if you're not here?
I can't just wear a fake smile and suddenly it be all clear.
How can I be happy, if your're the only one who can make me?
I can't just do this on my own.

They told me to keep my heart open,
that we never know what can happen.
They said that broken hearts can be repaired,
all I need is strength and time and prayer.

But, how can I keep going on if you're not here?
I can't just wear a fake smile and suddenly it be all clear.
How can I be happy, if you're the only one who can make me?
I can't just do this on my own.

I don't know if I'll get better.
I don't know if I even have any hope.
But, I do know that I have memories of us.
And they keep me hanging on.
You'd want me to hang on.
You'd want me to try my best to finish this song.

How can I keep going on if you're not here?
How can I just wear a fake smile and suddenly it all be clear?
How can I be happy, if you're the only one who can make me?
I can't just do this on my own.

Somedays I just want to run,
I just wan't this to be all over.