Why can't I just let it all go?
Everytime we fight, I always say I'll leave.
But, I never do & I just keep being used.
You don't love me, but I love you.
So I let you do this to me, because the truth is...
That I don't know what life would be like without you.
I wouldn't know what I'd do, or who I'd run to.
I know there's someone better out there for me,
but I can't see me looking for him.
My mind tells myself, that I've got all I need.
& no matter how much you break my heart,
I don't leave.
Of course, at first,everything felt perfect.
There was no fighting, no yelling, no screaming.
I know is that quickly fell apart.
& I know, is it's too broken to glue back.
I keep telling myself, I can do much better,
but I just can't bring myself to leave.
Something gets a hold of me, I guess it's...
That I don't know what life would be like without you.
I wouldn't know what I'd do, or who I'd run to.
I know there's someone better out there for me,
but I can't see me looking for him.
My mind tells myself, that I've got all I need.
& no matter how much you break my heart,
I don't leave.
Now, I know what I've got to do.
You don't love me, so why should I love you?
You don't care anymore & it's only breaking my heart to stay.
I know what I'm doing...
Today.
I'm gonna' find out, what my life's like without you.
I don't know where I'm going, but it's gonna be, far away from here.
I know there's someone better for me out there,
& I'm gonna' start looking for him.
My mind told me, it was time to leave.
& I couldn't take it anymore.
So, I packed my bags & walked out of your door.
Why did I do this to myself?
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