I.. try to convince myself that I don't care.
I know where you are, and I know just what you're doing.
But when you come home, my heart feels whole again.
And then, it doesn't matter what you did with her.
I know that I shouldn't do this to myself.
I know I'm so much stronger than this.
I could run, I could leave everything behind.
I could start over, and forget you were apart of my life.
But, I don't.
And, I don't know why, I still do this to myself.
I think that you're in love with her,
where does that leave me?
I know you can't leave her,
that's why you're ready to leave me.
I feel my heart break,
every time you drive away.
Why do I make myself, wait for you?
I know I shouldn't do this to myself.
I know I'm so much stronger than this.
I could run, I could leave everything behind.
I could start over, and forget you were apart of my life.
But, I don't.
And, I don't know why, I convince myself to stay.
I keep my head high,
and pray that you will see...
That there's a person who's been waiting.
Waiting for you to change,
and then she seen,
what kind of person who you could be...
And that's when I knew, that I wouldn't do this to myself.
I knew I was so much stronger than that.
I ran, and left you behind.
I started over, and you aren't apart of my life.
I couldn't convince myself to stay,
and now everyday...
Is a little bit brighter.
Everyday, is a better day.
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